Sunday, December 6, 2009

i'm not giving in, and i'm not giving up..just again and again

ok..da terlepas cakap...
nothing i can do bout it and..
well, it's not like i always know what to do from the start pun,
selalu terlupe..
so, i'll keep myself busy..and, maybe it'll go away, or maybe it'll stay..
it is ridiculous, u seem so far but yet, no one come as close as you..

Sunday, October 18, 2009

seliper's obsession

just realise, i have tooo~ many photo's collection, taken by me most the time adalah gambar kaki and seliper and maybe shoes sometime..

Friday, October 9, 2009

you're fat..

the situation: took place in mall, where this boyfriend went to temanin his love one shopping at one of the outlet store
girlfriend: hey sayang, u rase ok tak baju ni..what do u think??sesuai tak?
(the fact that she really like that baju)
boyfreind: ok laa..*mata pandang2 tempat lain..eventho he dun really like makes her look fat or maybe short, or..tak lawa langsung..
*so girlfriend, which one u prefer? the truth or the real truth...hahaha
it's harsh for you of hearing the truth from ur guy, but what do u expect them to answer..

Thursday, October 1, 2009

boys and girls and shopping

when a friend of mine tanye, kalau u beli kasut with ur boyfriend, did u asked for his opinion and what wud u rather hear..the truth or the other truth..hahahaha..
looking at my shoes, ahaa...kasut ni die yang pilih..hehehehehe..and i like it and the fact that he did helps me laaa, coz i tak tau nak beli ape that time..i was glad..

i know that some guys are not very keen of temanin the girlfren goes shopping, maybe because ape yang kitorang nampak tak same dgn ape korang nampak..bags are just the same, but it's not.. hard u guys find to temanin ur girlfriend beli barang, or maybe carikan barang for ur is the same susah for girls to cari barang for their man..

Sunday, September 27, 2009

randomness him..

an unplanned trip of me and him..

Sunday, August 9, 2009

cut myself..

i was out last night, temanin my dearie ali eating dinner, and then came this quite an old lady (age about 45 to 50) asking ' adik nak beli kerepek pedas'...and i was touched...
there's nothing wrong wit that, only that
this certain emotion just came to me that instant, and i hate myself when i felt that way...
i dun want to put my loves one in that situation in few years time...
and less than an hour later, came an old man doing his duty..and again i felt the same..

restless day, the only way explaining how my myself and my mind were tortured by my emotions..the only way i know how to overcome it, just make everything worse..aish..

*i nampak like 10% of the tugu..yeay...should go there during the day..thanks luv

Monday, July 20, 2009

dua tahun

nor grass will turns brown
even when the king were far away
leaving her he spoilt
and only him own the hand
that blooms her during winter

*it was a brand new leaf
and your still in my mind

october 18,2007

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

the grass is greener on the other side

two roads, which one would you choose??

everything is so perfect, nothing else could go wrong...that's like the best feeling ever...everything seems fine from our perspective, happy life with all the way(with a little little thing je laa, well that's what made life 'a life')nak harap ape lagi?? everybody say you have the perfect one!! and suddenly,

there'a new prospect,
what if?
pegang dan terus pegang ape yang di tangan, hoping it'll stay there tommorrow,


what if...

Friday, April 17, 2009

Saturday, February 28, 2009

need a break??

i would like to say, it is a one in a life time chance to feel the experience, but that would be such a lie for us, archy students...haha

a multi functional space_working area, eating and sleeping area plus recreational area(in ur dream) a well planned community area..

sleeping space : 2'x5'_maximum height is 2.5'_available in many interior selections..

: 24-7 air conditioned and wireless connection..the bathroom is within walking distance plus, a cafe within 500m radius for dine in

for reservation, please do apply for architecture course, a minimum 8 semesters program course which it is possible to be extended till 10 or 11 semesters...registration forms are now available, seeking for experience of life and money wasting u don't want to miss out..

the best experience where u'll meet a lot of creative weirdo who knows no shy and very very very friendly..

happy faces of satisfied clients..

Monday, February 23, 2009

dah elok

finally, the air cond functioned as it suppose to..can't believe what they did, try to save the energy by guna timer and look at what they've caused us..
panas sebab air cond rosak..
and rosakkam emosi orang je..aish..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

on lali day

a month of 'everyday date' plus sixth month of 'skyping'....

activity for today:
wall climbing at burger king..

another month of the 'lali day' without him by my side..
p/s..accidentally, i deleted my folder and its sub folder from me lappie a few days ago... permanently!! clumsy mumsy ziela azman...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

women..why are they so difficult?

what is it with them?
why is it so difficult for them to understand?
and why is it so difficult for u to understand them =)
can't they just take things as they are, simple..what's with all the questions?
what is in their mind?

the grass is greener on the other side, but why do they stay, waiting for the impossible...
sitting, waiting and wishing...

no one is perfect in this world especially today, that is so cliche..huh
is it their fault each time there's an argument, or is it just u being too difficult.. how many times the same mistakes should occur, for the same ending..

waiting for the impossible, just don't say u never saw it coming..
all the signs are there,the pushing and pulling.. just please be realisti
because everything is impossible and u know it..


nothing they say will change their mind, feeling, emotions,..towards u...
because the moment u spent with them, nothing anyone can

end it well, for a new beginning.. =)

p/s friday the happy seven month..

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

meet the 'HENRY'

terlalu lama jam di habiskan di dalam studio,
waras semakin kurang diganti dengan kesengalan terlampau,
akibat daripada idea
kreatif yang tak berjaya di sampaikan kepada design,
samada 'design' mahupun furniture design,

mari berjumpa henry...

kagum dengan kehadiran henry

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the first and last-tagged by shaza


FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND : henna,anna,kelly..jarang jumpe pun=((
FIRST SCHOOL : tadika KEMAS, senawang
FIRST FUNERAL : my arwah nenek's brother

FIRST PET : a penyek nose persian cat called abang..
FIRST BIG TRIP : hmm...was that consider a a trip
FIRST FIGHT :selama seingatnya..primary school or earlier
FIRST LOVE : was it standard 6 or form 4..not sure what was it..haha
FIRST JOB : normally i'll just helping my mum at her florist


LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED : lili..just after the performance
LAST CAR RIDE : ieka's
LAST TIME YOU CRIED? : that was...hmmm
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED : underworld 3:rise of the lycans
LAST FOOD YOU ATE : potato bun
LAST ITEM BOUGHT : mineral water..munif cakap air ikan emas
LAST SHIRT WORN : freeze t-shirt
LAST PHONE CALL : imran_ 'aku dah nak sampai..jemput'
LAST TEXT MESSAGE : an argument with my lovie dovie ali regarding the snow penis..that's sooo not an art!
LAST FUNERAL : my aunt's..2 weeks before last hari raya..'semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat'
LAST TIME AT THE MALL : Berjaya Times Square-
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING : this image of me jumpe arnab soon..hope soo sob sob sob
LAST PERSON YOU SAW : well, on my right is ali hakim,eddy and naimah
LAST THING YOU DRANK : Mineral water,aquarious
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY : same as shaza..Pangkor trip last week

Thursday, February 5, 2009


i have problem..a problem..

how is it possible for me to easily feel this way, when everyone around are so happy enjoying each moment they have..
it's hard to to explain..

and there's no way to make 'them' understand

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


this issue has been discussed since seingatnya.. matang!!

ape itu??
sleazy selalu cakap die matang, and 'die cakap' lagi matang dari cot..
and for sure, cot akan cakap die lagi laa matang..
what is matang???
as what sleazy just told me, keluar bulu dari muka.. that is so lame..

and suddenly, i came out with this idea, suruh cot botakkan kepala and stop cukur muka..die mungkin 'nampak' matang pada orang yang first time jumpe..

how a day was started

feera: nini, kau rase kotak ni ok tak..boleh kot aku rase
nini: huh?
feera: ni,*tunjuk kotak kepada nini dan menuangkan segala isi perutnye_confetti

'happy brthday to you, happy birthday to you...................
babe, this is the only thing we manage to do..hope u like it...

a box of white confetti_sampah kering studio
10 second after everything...continue with furniture making..

a few hours later....

operasi mencuri dan membungkus...

wedding oh wedding..

ajim dah kawin!! wow..congrats..
sorry i can't join all of you to kedah..pegi pangkor..oppss~hehe..
but i did went to ur house that day..
nasi beriyani sedap..nyumm

p/s: haha,seems like a tradition in our family to use beg pipe and scottish band instead of kompang huh...

Monday, February 2, 2009

1443 on monday..

penat giler..
i can't remeber the last time i stayed up late with my working brain..
issues, objective, idea??
too sleepy to think,
i'll be in hibernate mode

Sunday, February 1, 2009

so far, that's the best...

went to pangkor end of last month,haha..that was the best so far..eventho the air was't as clean as we expect it to,but still we manage to have lot of fun.. sleazy, kamu kejam kerana tak jadi pegi..kami tiada guardian tau.. anyway.. the best part is when shaza has to go through all the timun laut..pasti die sangat traumatic, but i believe she did tell me,'i dah hilang takut kot sebab banyak sangat bende tu'.. haha syima jadi gadis beijing plus belanda..hehe yea~ as i said, so far..the best trip to pangkor.. semua masa milik kami..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

kami suka memalukan diri

this is like the funniest thing ever happen,maybe memalukan yang boleh jadi..
last saturday, on the 17th we went to sunway lagoon to have, i'm not going to talk bout what actually while we're all in the lagoon, but,....hmmm~

we're on our way back, i can't actually remember which level we were at that time but, we're in front of the elevator waiting its door to open with this dull,tired face after all the excitement and conflict_should i call it a conflict, one of our friend has lost her car keys and we have to wait for lookin for it in the mall,and temanin her to each reception counter(which each floor has it) to make a report something..thanks i came with this brilliant idea,asked her to check the keys at her car and there it is,she left it in the car...aishh~_ok, well after all this kinna mixed up filling, again me took out my camera and we all started to pose in front of the mirror opposite the elevator..and suddenly the lift's door opened and it is full with people..dammit,malu giler kot..we decided to passed is and wait for the next one and again, kitorang bergambar depan mirror and again the elevator's door opened and kononnye nak cover malu la,we just entered it and suudenly we just realised the lift turun bawah,and we asked 'lift this turun bawah ke?' 'yes' this pak cik jawab with this intonation yang sangat our horror,ni lift yang tadi...that mean, we posed twice in front of them...mesti die ingat kitorang main main..

we took the next one~

Sunday, January 4, 2009

kehebatan 2008

i know it's kinna late to talk about 2008, is it? hmm, but like i care..
kerane kesibukan dan kekusutan akibat practical training which is so kurang menggembirakan, i dun have time to summarise my beautiful 2008..

SAYA SUKA 2008 kerana

-saya pegi minum teh

-saya mandi laut

-saya makan kek

-saya tangkap arnab

-saya pegi sabah

- dan saya gembira~

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