Sunday, August 9, 2009

cut myself..

i was out last night, temanin my dearie ali eating dinner, and then came this quite an old lady (age about 45 to 50) asking ' adik nak beli kerepek pedas'...and i was touched...
there's nothing wrong wit that, only that
this certain emotion just came to me that instant, and i hate myself when i felt that way...
i dun want to put my loves one in that situation in few years time...
and less than an hour later, came an old man doing his duty..and again i felt the same..

restless day, the only way explaining how my myself and my mind were tortured by my emotions..the only way i know how to overcome it, just make everything worse..aish..

*i nampak like 10% of the tugu..yeay...should go there during the day..thanks luv