Friday, December 31, 2010

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

the good old memories..2007-2010

have faith.


Sesungguhnya hanyalah kepada Allah aku mengadukan kesusahan dan kesedihanku (12:86)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010





p/s
been thinking like an old lady lately.i feel old

Monday, December 20, 2010

Saturday, December 18, 2010

4pm on saturday evening.i'm in ur white cardi.having this meal, which reminds me of you.sitting all on my own, and everything just came, flash to flash.
the first message
the first conversation..how i make a fool of myself, will us remember that in the future?
the day i hear ur voice,
that stupid jokes, that riddle.ikan apa ada bulu ketiak?
the song,those nicknames.
saw u for the first time....
the first song u sang, the same song that will keep on playing..
seeing you for the first time, just those feeling i always imagine..just the same as the love song keeps on playing..
and the first step i've made..hoping that u'll once hold my hand, not to let me disperse..

Friday, December 17, 2010


i surely hope the best for myself

my main concern

lifestyle designer.sounded so the glamor. i've been assigned to re-design spaces for a typical square feet terrace houses, and all the client want is something very different..what they call it, the 'bang' factor that can attract buyers to grab it without hesitate.

looking backward on link-houses design from the 70's where the main concern for that era is not yet design, but more as a place to cater everything under the same roof.when i say everything, i really mean everything.
let say a single storey link houses, 24' x 65'.3 bedrooms max, with 2 bathrooms, a living, kitchen and dining and a big car porch.fully covered for 2 cars.in term of spaces, i do believe that it's more than enough.luxurious may i say for even a family with 5 children.it is a simple open planning layout with less partition here and there.and even easy for the parents to supervise their children's movement when they're not so young anymore(teens).
not saying that it is less deigned, please bear that in mind.

back to what my client's 'bang' factor.to design something out the routine, and she came out with an interesting idea.to insert a greenery inside, an isolated room for teen whereby they won't have to bother their parents if they came home late at night..

as she keep on talking, my mind were floating...juvana, teens, family and if i have a child, i want to know what they're doing.not to repeat the same mistakes i've made, to make mistakes that won't hunt them for the rest of their life.

and at the end of the day..i'll just re-design that lifestyle back.so i'll know what's happening under my roof, on every single thing that i care.who's staying at my son's room, whether my maid is planning to escape with my households or is my daughter is sneaking using the back lane for a secret date with her lover.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


give me strength..

STILL YOU I SEEK.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

untuk kamu,

sehingga kamu bertanya kenapa dan apa..

Monday, November 29, 2010

faith gone.

too much time i'd spent
not enough hope to wait for
too fast to remember
too soon to trust on
just like a wave crushed the shore
just like a wind blown the summer buds
too fast to be remembered
too short to let it go
as i'm digging back the grave of hope, hope and less hope

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

-tunggu aku di jakarta_sheila on 7-

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

ilusi

"tak pernah rasanya meminta lebih dari kemampuan anda, tapi bila selalu tak mampu untuk diri ni tapi mampu untuk hal-hal lain..i've got the right answer perfectly..."

will you make it up to me like you said you will? let us see mana jujur kata kata itu.

Friday, October 29, 2010

gamble everything for the sake of cheap thrills..selongkarin the inbox and found it..
it still give me butterflies..

where the grass might not be greener

Tuesday, October 26, 2010



Oleh itu, berpalinglah dari mereka (wahai Muhammad dan janganlah dihiraukan). (Ingatlah) masa (malaikat) penyeru menyeru (mereka pada hari kiamat) kepada perkara yang tidak diingini (oleh orang yang bersalah);
(Pada saat itu) masing-masing - dengan keadaan menundukkan pandangannya kerana ketakutan keluar dari kubur seperti belalang yang terbang bertebaran.
Masing-masing dengan cepatnya menuju kepada penyeru itu. (Pada saat yang demikian), orang-orang yang kafir berkata: "Hari ini ialah hari yang amat sukar!"


[al-qamar, 54:6-8]

'SALLAM'

Friday, October 15, 2010

Monday, October 11, 2010

i've read it..

thanks for the information.sangat membantu...well, i am a shallow thinker..
thanks again for the facts.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

i am a shallow thinker.

this is what i really don't understand.when people came out with this kind of statement.

1. digital photography have corrupted the pureness of the photography scene.

ok dude or maybe darl, just because you're just so into lomo or sort, doesn't mean u can make that kind of statement..i mean, let us be fair..what happens to the idea of experiencing the impossibility when using film's camera when at the end of the day, korang still scan and edit it to get best image...and then post it as LOMOs!!!
might as well go into digital scene and edit it..i can't see the different..

i love gambar rusak...=D

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Syawal hampir hujung.


'May Allah protect all of us from going astray.
Ameen.'


Friday, September 24, 2010

this is facts.

i don't like when people keep on saying i'm too kurus, and kurus sangat pun tak lawa.i'm not doing it on purpose, it just happen.my body just keep on rejecting foods.but i am happy, and yes i like how i look right now.it kinna hurt you know, listening to the same comment.again and again.

tho everything were in the past, doesn't mean it will never come back and knocking my head.let me say this cliche words, i'm not perfect, i do fell for the devil most of times. as i'm putting myself in your shoes before, do the same to understand what u caused in other people life due to your stupidity and selfishness.sorry means nothing at all, as it won't wash away all the pain that easy.not as easy as deleting every memories in the hard discs. it's not what u have done, it just something that u should have done.nor moment can be made twice.as when it's too late, u end it just nothing better that he did.you caused this trouble.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


raya raya on the 90 s'

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

plan ahead.
doesn't mean planning for the next few years.just a bit fast forward.

Monday, September 20, 2010


this will be the last raya.here.

Friday, September 10, 2010

SYAWAL 1!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

ramadhan 29.


selamat hari raya.maaf zahir dan batin.ikhlas.
kecik-kecik main bunga api besi.
cucuk dan susun atas tanah.
got the chance to do it again the other day.
thanks to en.annas.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010


pasti itu jawapannya!

saban kali saya bertanya, kenapa jadi begini dan bukan sebaliknya.
dan jawapan dari kawan secara tiba tiba membuat hati terdetik.

:rezeki.

mungkin kerana tidak pernah bersyukur, kerana itu tidak pernah cukup.



'only fool will make mistakes.i believe you're not one'

i'm lovin it.

if i'm dreaming, don't want to laugh
hurt my feelings but that's the path i believe in
so i'll just put a smile because i deserve it.

Monday, September 6, 2010

*wink.reminiscence old thought

once i heard, "careful for what you wish for"

“Sesungguhnya marah adalah secebis api yang dinyalakan dalam hati. Tidakkah engkau melihat kepada kedua-dua matanya yang merah dan urat-urat lehernya yang menggelembung? Maka apabila salah seorang daripada kamu berasakan sesuatu dari yang demikian, maka rapatkan diri kamu ke muka bumi (duduk menenangkan diri atau sujud kepada Allah).”

(Riwayat al-Tirmidzi).



“Apabila seseorang daripada kamu marah, maka hendaklah ia mengambil wuduk. Maka sesungguhnya marah itu daripada secebis api.”

(Riwayat Abu Daud).



Firman Allah s.w.t yang bermaksud: “Dan juga (lebih baik dan lebih kekal bagi) orang yang menjauhi dosa besar serta perbuatan keji; dan apabila mereka marah (disebabkan perbuatan yang tidak patut terhadap mereka), mereka memaafkannya.”

(Surah al-Syura ayat 37).

have faith.


if u read this.
i'm not angry with you.
i hope one day, u'll see what i see in you.
to see the world as i see it.
maybe it won't be too late for you
insyaallah u'll have the chance to see it.
kerana Dia adil.
just have faith.

you'll have to kneel down with flowers at your hand after this.

Friday, September 3, 2010



....photograph should be like an unfinished sentence. There should be space for questions.

-phillip Toledano

random.


'waktu kanak-kanak, bila raya mesti main bunga api besi tu.lepas tu cucuk dan susun kat tanah.'

Thursday, September 2, 2010


orang kata, jangan cakap besar.
hmmm..
*frowning my forehead,
tapi kamu buat saya senyum.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

have faith.


"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan dari sangkaan (supaya kamu tidak tergelincir ke dalam sangkaan yang dilarang) kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian dari sangkaan itu adalah dosa..."
(al-Hujurat : 12)

have faith.


"Verily, We have sent it (the Qur'aan) down in the night of Al-Qadr. And what will make you know what the night of Al-Qadr is? The night of Al-Qadr is better than a thousand months. Therein descend the angels and the Rooh (Jibreel) by their Lord's permission with all decrees.
(All that night) there is peace, until the appearance of dawn."

[AL-Qadr:1~5]
اللَّهُمَّ إِنَّكَ عَفُوٌّ تُحِبُّ اْلعَفْوَ فَاعْفُ عَنِّي
Say: O Allaah, indeed you are All-Pardoning. You love forgiveness, so forgive me

Monday, August 30, 2010


what had changed?everything.
i refuse to be a shadow.
not yours, not anyone.
i'm a bigger picture.can u put me there?
i'd choose a picnic by the cliff overlooking the sea over a fancy candlelight dinner.
will u do the same on me?


Children with special needs do not have an illness. It is not contagious. They only want what we all want: to be accepted. Can I make a request of anyone who is willing to post this and leave it on your status for at least an hour? It is Special Education week, and this is in honour of all children who need a little extra help.:)


Thursday, August 26, 2010


astafirullah al-azim.
it is disturbing.
as i was listening to this strangers mocking my religion, my prophet Muhammad S.A.W and the holy al-Quran.

kuatkan iman setiap mukmin untuk tidak menjadi seperti mereka.
dan kuatkan iman aku, untuk tidak tersesat kepada mereka.
for You i ask for mercy, for the straight path i seek.
when the time comes, they'll understand.
hanya Kamu, kami tunduk dan sujud.
*super excited mode.

in a trying-so-hard-mode
stop showing your emotion with ur face expression!
isn't that obvious, i'm not doing the task given.ahaaa!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

have faith.


JAGALAH HATI. -"Sesungguhnya di dalam hati jasad anak Adam itu ada
segumpal daging. Apabila daging itu baik maka baiklah seluruh jasadnya,
apabila daging itu rosak maka akan rosaklah seluruh jasadnya.
Ketahuilah, dia adalah HATI." [Hadis Riwayat Imam Bukhari.]

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

fakta kerja

*hmmmm..

2 minutes later..grrrrrr..rrrrr....GRRRRRRRR!

*after 5 minute.............

*huWAaaaaaaa~~~~~ngaaaaaaa

*hmphhh..*sigh

just another bullshit.talk about trust, what's the point.
huh, and yea! blame me for everything.what i didn't do?
good enough.but
good enough just not enough.
don't need another bullshit by my side.

Monday, August 23, 2010


i don't need that sarcasm.owh well, maybe it just me.
siapa makan cili, dia rasa pedas kan?

Friday, August 20, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

at naz's and irma's place.



*kes tak sabar nak raya.so upload gambar raya last year...woot woot..

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


penat la main kejar kejar.how about hide and seek?

Thursday, August 12, 2010


this can't wait.

i'm so excited for the coming Hari Raya.


yup.very excited! thank u. hmmph

well said, have faith.


Daripada Abu Hurairah daripada Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud :

Sesiapa yang berpuasa Ramadhan dengan penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan nescaya akan diampuninya segala dosanya yang telah lalu. -

Diriwayat oleh imam Nasai'e,
Ibn majah, Ibn Habban dan Baihaqi-








our prayers and thoughts are always
with you.
get well soon dear.












................................

to start learning to forget,
forgive them and to forgive myself.
recapture and reminiscence?
ahh, nonsense!
nor moment can be made twice.


well said, have faith.

..................................

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan.
insyaallah.
segala persoalan mendapat jawapan.


Monday, August 9, 2010


syukur untuk semalam dan hari ini.
doa untuk mereka yang telah pergi.
alhamdulillah,
insyaallah bertemu lagi.

Friday, August 6, 2010



"My father took a good look at us. Then he sat me down on his lap and
said something that I will never forget. He looked me straight in the
eyes and said, "Hana, everything that God made valuable in the world
is covered and hard to get to. Where do you find diamonds? Deep down
in the ground, covered and protected. Where do you find pearls? Deep
down at the bottom of the ocean, covered up and protected in a
beautiful shell. Where do you find gold? Way down in the mine, covered
over with layers and layers of rock. You've got to work hard to get to
them."

He looked at me with serious eyes. "Your body is sacred. You're far
more precious than diamonds and pearls, and you should be covered
too."

Source: Taken from the book:
More Than A Hero: Muhammad Ali's Life
Lessons Through His Daughter's Eyes.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

according to her, "to keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it"_Mother Teresa


as my black turning red,
one closed, another new open.

"Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?"

impress me like how u always does.
many years have u come,
you came with surprises
the devil 'kene tambat'
have faith, i told myself.
if it's good, it won't end
another month to get stronger,
strong to forgive and to even be more sober.
nothing last forever.
and time flies, it won't be back
so live forward,
and memories just pass.flash to flash.
nor shall it be regret
as i get older, sometimes too old to remember.
and Ramadhan, come show me your angel.



was in a middle of conversation and it struck me!
all i'm afraid in a person is everything i am.
like so not interesting! go and be orang lain!
i can't handle another me.
chalooo baby~ let's run

Thursday, July 29, 2010

can't wait..i can't wait for it any longer.

hi there nice person!


There are 4 things that u can’t recover...

The stone...

...after thrown!



The word... ...

...after it's said!



The occasion...

... after loss!



The time...

...after gone!


Hello there nice person;
Did anyone ever tell you just how special you are? The light that you emit might even light a star.

Did anyone ever tell you how important you make others feel. Somebody out there is smiling. about love that is so real.

Did anyone ever tell you that many times when they were sad, your e-mail made them smile a bit, in fact it made them feel glad.

For the time you spend sending things and sharing whatever you find, there are no words to thank you, but somebody thinks you're fine.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


"To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it."

mother teresa
Parenthood is my new-fav-series to watch.well, i'm not a very family person.i've decided to learn and live on my own, when i got the other choice.when i watched this series, i started to wonder "maybe that's how they felt about my action".

From the last night series, Sarah quoted something by Richard Bach to her daughter's boyfriend, Damien.as a mother, she's afraid if Amber might chose the same path as she did.maybe she's not ready, maybe she's too young.controlling is the only way most people know, on how to avoid all the taboo unnecessary trouble in life.


"if you love someone, set them free.If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never yours"

as she's told Damien that, she's telling herself the same.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

owh alfie!
jude law must watch.

remembering clementine



eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.this movie did explain about some phase in life.giving up.to forget and be forgotten.challenges.growing up.and again, obstacles that make this mind of ours forgot about the little thing that makes us happy at first.how reckless our heart keep playing our mind.what's fair and what's not.all we remember is how we feel today, and all that being forgotten were how we felt about everything today.and when it struck, it might be too late.but life will find it way.if it meant to be.


"how happy is the blameless vestal's lot
the world forgetting, by the world forgot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned"
a drug a day keeps the headache away..

when everything seems blurry.
-wish everyone else morning and wish them the best
-stop complaining about yesterday
-have a cup of tea.
-stay in bed! and stop annoying others.

Monday, July 26, 2010

have faith.


"barangsiapa yang meninggalkan yang haram, dia akan mendapat yang halal"

berlari mencari bulan






jalan G belakang Bukit Bintang.
-theater
typical story line like most malaysian 'infotainment'.
a village-naive-idiot who came to KL, looking for long lost sister and were promised a job from a friend.kene tipu.so he ran and stuck and the back alley somewhere, where he met all the orang-pelik.
when i said typical it doesn't mean it's boring.the idea is the same, what makes it different is the delivering method.

take a look at me now

so take a look at me now,there's just an empty space, there's nothing to remind me the memory of your face.cause we shared the laughter and the pain, that's what i have to face






@ LANA's.2010


lana's off to Newcastle.good luck.

Friday, July 23, 2010

today is friday.

this note posted by a friend of mine had caught my interest, and i decided to post it here.i constantly feel less important in every jobs handled by me.reading this helps me realised, everything handled to us should be done as perfect as we can.

AKU TAKKAN MENANGIS

Pada setiap Jumaat, selepas selesai menunaikan solat Jumaat, seorang Imam dan anaknya yang berumur 7 tahun akan berjalan menyusuri jalan di kota itu dan menyebarkan risalah bertajuk "Jalan-jalan Syurga" dan beberapa karya Islamik yang lain.

Pada satu Jumaat yang indah, pada ketika Imam dan anaknya itu hendak keluar seperti biasa meghulurkan risalah-risalah Islam itu, hari itu menjadi amat dingin dan hujan mulai turun.
Anak kecil itu mula membetulkan jubahnya yang masih kering dan panas dan seraya berkata "Ayah! Saya dah bersedia"

Ayahnya terkejut dan berkata "Bersedia untuk apa?". "Ayah bukankah ini masanya kita akan keluar menyampaikan risalah Allah"
"Anakku! Bukankah sejuk keadaan di luar tu dan hujan juga agak lebat"

"Ayah bukankah masih ada manusia yang akan masuk neraka walaupun ketika hujan turun"
Ayahnya menambah "Ayah tidak bersedia hendak keluar dalam keadaan cuaca sebegini"

Dengan merintih anaknya merayu "Benarkan saya pergi ayah?"

Ayahnya berasa agak ragu-ragu namun menyerahkan risalah-risalah itu kepada anaknya "Pergilah nak dan berhati-hatilah. Allah bersama-sama kamu!"

"Terima kasih Ayah" Dengan wajah bersinar-sinar anaknya itu pergi meredah hujan dan susuk tubuh kecil itu hilang dalam kelebatan hujan itu.
Anak kecil itu pun menyerahkan risalah-risalah tersebut kepada sesiapa pun yang dijumpainya. Begitu juga dia akan mengetuk setiap rumah dan memberikan risalah itu kepada penghuninya.

Setelah dua jam, hanya tinggal satu saja risalah "Jalan-jalan Syurga" ada pada tangannya. DIa berasakan tanggungjawabnya tidak akan selesai jika masih ada risalah di tangannya. Dia berpusing-pusing ke sana dan ke mari mencari siapa yang akan diserahkan risalah terakhirnya itu namun gagal.

Akhirnya dia ternampak satu rumah yang agak terperosok di jalan itu dan mula mengatur langkah menghampiri rumah itu. Apabila sampai sahaja anak itu di rumah itu, lantas ditekannya loceng rumah itu sekali. Ditunggunya sebentar dan ditekan sekali lagi namun tiada jawapan. Diketuk pula pintu itu namun sekali lagi tiada jawapan. Ada sesuatu yang memegangnya daripada pergi,mungkin rumah inilah harapannya agar risalah ini diserahkan. Dia mengambil
keputusan menekan loceng sekali lagi. Akhirnya pintu rumah itu dibuka.Berdiri di depan pintu adalah seorang perempuan dalam lingkungan 50an.

Mukanya suram dan sedih. "Nak, apa yang makcik boleh bantu?"

Wajahnya bersinar-sinar seolah-olah malaikat yang turun dari langit.

"Makcik, maaf saya mengganggu, saya hanya ingin menyatakan yang ALLAH amat sayangkan makcik dan sentiasa memelihara makcik. Saya datang ini hanya hendak menyerahkan risalah akhir ini dan makcik adalah orang yang paling bertuah". Dia senyum dan tunduk hormat sebelum melangkah pergi.

"Terima kasih nak dan Tuhan akan melindungi kamu" dalam nada yang lembut

Minggu berikutnya sebelum waktu solat Jumaat bermula, seperti biasa Imam memberikan ceramahnya. Sebelum selesai dia bertanya " Ada sesiapa nak menyatakan sesuatu"

Tiba-tiba sekujur tubuh bangun dengan perlahan dan berdiri. Dia adalah perempuan separuh umur itu. "Saya rasa tiada sesiapa dalam perhimpunan ini yang kenal saya. Saya tak pernah hadir ke majlis ini walaupun sekali. Untuk pengetahuan anda, sebelum Jumaat minggu lepas saya bukan seorang Muslim. Suami saya meninggal beberapa tahun lepas dan meninggalkan saya keseorangan dalam dunia ini" Air mata mulai bergenang di kelopak matanya.

"Pada Jumaat minggu lepas saya mengambil keputusan untuk membunuh diri.Jadi saya ambil kerusi dan tali. Saya letakkan kerusi di atas tangga menghadap anak tangga menuruni. Saya ikat hujung tali di galang atas dan hujung satu lagi diketatkan di leher. Apabila tiba saat saya untuk terjun, tiba-tiba loceng rumah saya berbunyi. Saya tunggu sebentar, pada anggapan saya siapa pun yang menekan itu akan pergi jika tidak dijawab. Kemudian ia berbunyi lagi. Kemudian saya mendengar ketukan dan loceng ditekan sekali lagi".

"Saya bertanya sekali lagi. Belum pernah pun ada orang yang tekan loceng ini setelah sekian lama. Lantas saya melonggarkan tali di leher dan terus pergi ke pintu"

"Seumur hidup saya belum pernah saya melihat anak yang comel itu.Senyumannya benar-benar ikhlas dan suaranya seperti malaikat
". "Makcik,maaf saya mengganggu, saya hanya ingin menyatakan yang ALLAH amat sayangkan
makcik dan sentiasa memelihara makcik" itulah kata-kata yang paling indah yang saya dengar".

"Saya melihatnya pergi kembali menyusuri hujan. Saya kemudian menutup pintu dan terus baca risalah itu setiap muka surat . Akhirnya kerusi dan tali yang hampir-hampir menyentap nyawa saya diletakkan semula ditempat asal mereka.

Aku tak perlukan itu lagi".

"Lihatlah, sekarang saya sudah menjadi seorang yang bahagia, yang menjadi hamba kepada Tuhan yang satu ALLAH. Di belakang risalah terdapat alamat ini dan itulah sebabnya saya di sini hari ini. Jika tidak disebabkan malaikat kecil yang datang pada hari itu tentunya roh saya ini akan berada selama-lamanya di dalam neraka"

Tiada satu pun anak mata di masjid itu yang masih kering. Ramai pula yang berteriak dan bertakbir ALLAHUAKBAR!

Imam lantas turun dengan pantas dari mimbar lantas terus memeluk anaknya yang berada di kaki mimbar dan menangis sesungguh-sungguh hatinya.

Jumaat ini dikira Jumaat yang paling indah dalam hidupnya. Tiada anugerah yang amat besar dari apa yang dia ada pada hari ini. Iaitu anugerah yang sekarang berada di dalam pelukannya. Seorang anak yang seumpama malaikat.Biarkanlah air mata itu menitis. Air mata itu anugerah ALLAH kepada makhlukNya yang penyayang.

was nominated as UN best poem, by an African kid.

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in Sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you pink

When you grow up,you white

When you go in sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die,you gray

And you calling me colored?

not about what meet the eyes, it is what beat the heart

'you're like my favorite-tak-berbayar photographer'
that statement were given by few friends of mine about two or three years ago.yes, i captured your image not to say perfectly, but i dare to say awesome and i am proud with it.but who'll be my favorite camera person?me and my friend habil always agreed that it's difficult to gain satisfaction with our own photos taken by others.in the end, all the folders were all flooded with other people faces and moment.that's sad. hahaha, just kidding.being part of everything is nice, tho the image of myself weren't visible in most of it but the moment stays as i'm part of it.

i've been arguing with my dear friend about me getting my own dslr soon, but somehow my phone started to bermasalah and yea, now i'm contemplating.seems like u need to get the phone first,and my dear dream, u just have to wait.damn!

i've been craving for my own dslr since i don't remember when.it's like forever.the first time i ever used the slr was when i'm like 11 years old, and i just gedebuk and falling.the feeling of controlling how end image just great.it's in my hand.back then, i have to wait till all the films
habis.then only i can go kedai and cuci.no editing, and it's perfect with the flaws.and when the dslr were invented, i was like 'damn, i really want this'.

the Ixus i owned now is my second camera, but the first i bought with my own money.the first were a compact canon powershot.thanks papa.but somehow hilang dalam bilik in UiTM.Tho both are compact camera, but the images taken by were still awesome.but somehow, still my crave for the dslr can't fade.whenever i have the chance on using my friends dslr, i'll just chunk and leave miss Ixie in my bag.sorry dear.it had happen too many time before.hmmm~

when we were in Pangkor, during our final rendezvous. i left the canon powershot in my room and go capturing image with arif's 400D dslr.and all the nice photos jadi milik dia.cisss~

the Sabah trip, i was using Hafeez Nikon (can't remeber which series) like it was mine.

my cousin Nikon D40. she should get a longer zooming lens, so she won't have to get closer with the subject everytime.

Adam J new baby toy.i can't resist my my hand from capturing everything with it.what an irony, i was talking to a friend a day before about my plan, and the next day jumpa adam, he got his toy with him.

capturing memories.raw and non edited.


while i was writing,something just struck me.about three years ago, i knew someone through this networking thing-in.i love the photos uploaded by him, how he portrayed his girlfriend as perfect as he can.a photo speaks a thousand words.we heard that most of the time.and from the the photo taken by him. it shows happiness and serenity not on the subject which is the girlfriend, but he himsel.he captured her perfectly, as in portraying how he feels about her that time.



p/s
true.it's an old photos.need new adventures.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

lets go kill the butterflies!!!!!!!!!
i am sleepy~

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

everybody needs inspiration.


what would my mama do!!!

OH o OH o~
what if is a long ladder to climb on,
falling is none in the option of choices to be made,
let me falling, anti-gravity.
stop controlling and let me keep on falling
although there's no guarantee that 'this' life is easy
let see what's waiting
but you appeared like a dream,
and when i hit the ground, i'll be better men
have u heard of this thing call time?
clicks can tick it away and smiley will fill the space.
let's just fall, and not waiting to anticipate it.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

please tomorrow come faster~~~

Monday, July 19, 2010


Jack and Jill went up that hill
To fetch a pail of water but there was a spill
And Jill tumbling down, all alone
All came tumbling down, oh no!
pulled down to the ground by gravity
Will it remain a mystery?








Sitting by window pane
Thinking am i going insane
Why do you only shoot me halfway to the moon?

how it knocked me off of my feet_

Friday, July 16, 2010


.james J.walker







Will you love me in December as you do in May,
Will you love me in the good old fashioned way,
When my hair has all turned gray,
Will you kiss me then and say,
That you love me in December as you do in May?

biar dia berubah jadi orang, bukan kita yang jadi haiwan
-hatta

Wednesday, July 14, 2010


'ampunk' , heard that before but
'suck alam'.that's new..

so, here it goes.
i was studying in suck alam for the last one and a half year,now i'm working in sunk way.
hell yea.

cam-whoring on mr.july.







Monday, July 12, 2010

so i ran.

somewhere someday i met a stranger


why you're in my mind
and why still there?
but somehow i'm afraid to know what it is


me with the weekend, mr.july

many more to come!
tak sabar..

Friday, July 9, 2010

summer breeze


Everything is more beautiful when they have passed.
This too shall pass.



kertas itu telah bernilai...

*ding

*floating

*ding...

let's go shopping~

have faith.


"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond imperfections"

happy thought


Thursday, July 8, 2010

humor


Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson go on a camping trip, set up their tent, and fall asleep. Some hours later, Holmes wakes his faithful friend.
"Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see."

Watson replies, "I see millions of stars."

"What does that tell you?" Watson ponders for a minute.

"Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Timewise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three. Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow.

What does it tell you?" "Watson, you idiot, someone has stolen our tent."



curi from adam.J

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

have faith.


I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain
By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend
That it somehow lingered on, well all I gots

Was there a second of time that I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down?
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I'm here now and she's here now
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever

-john mayer

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Have mercy on me.I need Your guidance.
I am not lost,
I just can't find my way.
have mercy on me.


"Allah does not overburden a soul with what it cannot bear"
(2:286)

Backbeat the word was on the street, that the fire in your heart is out,
I'm sure you've heard it all before, but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels, the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall._oasis




*pn neta's trip to Sri Lanka.
recapturing bawa's