Friday, January 28, 2011

tuttt truttt..


hey babe....bla bla bla bla yada yada yada...bla bla blaaaa
**(^GJB ..........................~~~~~


sounds like you're already ngantuk.gudnite dear....

*call duration 01.04.00 (berborak sampai telinga panas)

sekali sekala ikut hati memang berbaloi_quoted nokia E5

Thursday, January 20, 2011

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu

sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendakap penuh harapan
untuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
memnanti sebuah jawapan untuk memilikimu

betapa piluya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tau isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

*for my dreams and for yours long will it last.just like the first time i wrote bout you.
we're all move on to be a better men.
and i don't know what to do, but do u know i like u.

Monday, January 17, 2011

how i'm afraid to know about how you're doing
what if you're happy without me by your side,
to hear that you're a better man with me off your sight
all i want to know is whether i'm still in your mind,
do you still think bout me like i always wish you will?
or i'm just being washed out from it, to place a better memories
how i'm afraid just to find that out

just clicking your name gives me butterfly
like how i felt, like how it always felt
and to know that i'm out of ur sight?i can't bear to know if that's the truth
as i'm the one who's running this time,
run alone, just to smell that fragrance i always miss
just like how i was waiting for you
all i want is just you, but all i cared is just me
if my ego wasn't that high,
maybe i'll still be at that safest place
that's where i always have my faith
that nothing can ever break my heart
because you my dear always warm my heart...
till i find somebody new, or maybe i'll find you again.
-for the lover that i can't appreciate while you're by my side,but i always wish that you're when you're not around

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

i am so not-up-to-date with the current songs being play in radio station now days.for a very long time i do believe. i've been listening to my playlist most of the time, (well, i never up-to-date with anything in my whole life actually).
anyway, the other day i watched the AJL since i have nothing better to do at my place on Sunday nite and i was listening to lagu pelita by A.P.I, that's the first time i listen to the full version of that song and i like the, i just wanna quote it back.

tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
apa yang telah daku temui selama ini
tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali
apa yang telah ku alami ~~ selagi hayat dikandung badan

if we never appreciate our own self, then how do we expect others to do the same on us see myself now, i feel BIG! ahahaha...i mean, i'm proud to where i stand since i never imagine me, HERE doing what i'm doing right now.
i don't mumble! ahahaha..they always said i'm mumbling every time i'm explaining anything to them.i never realised that all this while cause i always thought i talk too loud and i should turn down the volume a little bit.need to work out on that.
maybe that's the reason why people don't pay any attention to what i said, cause they can't pick up what i'm trying to tell them..blame myself for being such a 'kera sumbang' during childhood.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

i'll keep it long.

When people did not stick with you for quite some time,

just look back & think how did you treat them before.

Then, do not blame when they left .


have faith.

dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu (2:216)