10.30pm on Monday night.was in the shower.i love showering late night.not healthy i realized, but it's the only time i feel empty, calm and controlled.

this is my sphere,

my place at my own pace.

and there it is, humming at the back of my head.

*like memories in cold decay,

transmissions echoing away,

far from the world of you and i,

where oceans bleed into the sky...

beating itself at my back,

again and again..

for those curiosity

and faith that's fading away

too short to be remembered

to long to be waited for.

yakini aku, what's with the words came out from that silence

yakini aku,andaia jujur.

*isya'